Sunday, January 23, 2011

What a whirlwind...

So, this weekend was full of all different emotions... very crazy. I was being really unoraganized too because on Monday I'm moving into my new apartment with my cousin(yay!) and I barely started to pack. I also have stuff at my mom's house still and stuff at my current residence. Ah! everything is everywhere! haha This weekend I was at my parent's house and I love to be there but my dad makes me feel so unwelcome and so uncomfortable. I'm not overexaggerating this either, he seriously makes me want to leave the room if he's there with me. I feel like my presents just bothers him. Some days he likes me and other days he doesn't. But lately, he doesn't seem to like me haha. I normally call my sister ahead of time to make sure he's not there when I want to come over. Anyway, otherwise I love to be there. My mom is the best, I can eat when I want and watch tv, I can just relax. She's the best! She does so much for me :) I love her so much!

                                My mom is on the left and that's my older sister, on the right :)
My new roommate, Summer!

Unfortunately, this weekend my dad had off so he was home the whole time. I just stayed in the room with my sister(above) and it was great, I got to spend some time with her :). We even had a movie date together on Friday night.
Saturday, I was supposed to go to the 8am hot yoga class but slept right through my alarm because I went to sleep way too late the night before. I couldn't go to the noon class because I had work at 2pm and the classes are 90 minutes so I would get out at 1:30, not enough time to shower and get there before 2. Needless to say, my Saturday sucked! I was so unbalanced and I just felt really down. My day at work didn't go like I had planned... and I had eaten WAY too much before work, and not good things either. I had a really bad sweet tooth and just broke down haha. I did alot better today though :) My new goal is to not eat sweets of any kind anymore. They just make me feel so bad afterwards(dark chocolate is my weakness). Saturday night after work I just went straight to my mom's house and then layed down and listened to music and hoped for sleep. I was just thinking way too much about my apartment and if I'll be able to afford everything... and also my ex boyfriend and how much I missed him. It was a real off day! I wasn't myself at all.
There he is. Our one and only picture together

Today, was alittle better. I was still feeling off but I didn't have to go to work so I made the best of it. I made it to hot yoga yay! and boy was it HOT! I thought I might pass out! But there were alot of people so I guess it was added body heat as well. I made it through the entire class though! I thought about running out a couple of times haha I won't lie. I sweat a pretty good amount, enough to make up for yesterday, that's for sure.
I ended the day with saying goodbye to my family :) and my nephew, Elijah(Older sister Coty's baby), gave me a big 'o kiss! and a hug(he's only 3, sooooo cute!) Made my night!

Some other photos of family! :)

Me and my younger sister, Brooke, she's amazing!

Me and my younger brother, Cruz(he's the youngest of the family)

I have two other brothers but I need pictures of them. So, stay tuned :)





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