Sunday, April 17, 2011

When times get difficult...

Well hello everyone!! Sorry about my absence. I've been a tad bit preoccupied these past couple of weeks. Then I couldn't figure out what to write about when I did have the time.
For one, I've had to stop doing the one thing that I love! Yep, you guessed it, hot yoga! It was just getting way too expensive and I have way too many responsibilities to worry about. I'll get back into it soon, but in the meantime, I've decided to work on yoga on my own, in the seclusion of my own bedroom :). Not as bad as I thought it was going to be. I can take my time to learn certain poses and let me tell you, I can do some poses that I NEVER thought I could get into. I was so surprised at myself. Since the weather is getting so much warmer, it's like hot yoga hahaha
Teaching myself is helping me think more clearly and I can have my own practice the way I want it. Granted, I can also slack way more than I would if I were actually in a class but nevermind all that ;)
I must be honest, I was sooooo very disappointed not being able to go to class everyday. I had created this schedule and then I had to stop but I had to put priorities first, blah, blah, blah. I took matters into my own hands and took off with it!! Things haven't been all that bad actually. I just feel that much more knowledgeable and closer to something that I love. Makes me feel powerful, beautiful and able to do whatever I want! Makes me want to live life to the fullest and appreciate every breath that I take. I no longer want to be bitter and resentful to those that hurt me. I want to forgive those that have broken my heart. I want to enjoy the SIMPLE things in life, not make it more complex than it already is!
I recently went ice skating for the first time and I've been meaning to do something and experience something new, this was the start. I had so much fun! and I have the bruises to prove it! hahaha Next, I want to go to a baseball game! I feel like I'm missing on so much, like I've been living under a rock for 20 years! I just don't know where to start! Oh! and I also went hiking. It was so much fun! Even though I have very little funds, there's no limit to what I can and will do. I'll find a way. :D